Sunday, 14 August 2011

Everyone tells me I am "quiet" the past few days, my wife, my father in law,,,the reason I think I am "quiet" is becaue I have ,no energy and I just feel flat.
I go through motions of doing some house work (my job now that I am home on a daily basis) and somedays I make it through while others I don't. My kness hurt from the time I get up and that sucks all the energy out of me along with the heat. I don't think I would know what to do if I woke up and had no pain anymore it has been so long (although I am certainly willing to give it a try, no problem there).

I have not heard from the Dr's office yet since they did all the tests. Although not looking forward to another operation, I am hoping he says that there is something he can do to relieve some of the pain.

Imagine that -- for every day that goes by, it seems like I get a day older.

 

Wednesday, 3 August 2011

making it work

Depression drains your energy, hope, and drive, making it difficult to do what you need to feel better. But while overcoming depression isn’t quick or easy, it’s far from impossible. You can’t beat it through sheer willpower, but you do have some control—even if your depression is severe and stubbornly persistent.
You can make a huge dent in your depression with simple lifestyle changes: exercising every day, avoiding the urge to isolate, challenging the negative voices in your head, eating healthy food instead of the junk you crave, and carving out time for rest and relaxation. Feeling better takes time, but you can get there if you make positive choices for yourself each day and draw on the support of others.

Recovering from depression requires action. But taking action when you’re depressed is hard. In fact, just thinking about the things you should do to feel better, like going for a walk or spending time with friends, can be exhausting.
It’s the Catch-22 of depression recovery. The things that help the most are the things that are most difficult to do. But there’s a difference between difficult and impossible.

The key to depression recovery is to start with a few small goals and slowly build from there. Draw upon whatever resources you have. You may not have much energy, but you probably have enough to take a short walk around the block or pick up the phone to call a loved one.
Take things one day at a time and reward yourself for each accomplishment. The steps may seem small, but they’ll quickly add up. And for all the energy you put in to your depression recovery, you’ll get back much more in return.

Tuesday, 26 July 2011

Tests

I went today to have xrays of my hips and knees and to have an injection in my hip to see where all the pain is coming from as my doctor wasn't sure if the arthritic pain was actually coming from my hip or from the knee that was replaced 2 years ago. I think he was hoping it would prove to be coming as a result of needing my hip replaced and not from the knee (although since I had fallen and loosened it he had a feeling it might just be the knee).

The xrays were not what I thought they were supposed to be, but then neither was the freezing in my hip.
I had expected the whole thing to take about 3 hrs or so to complete fully, but it was only about 30 minutes. Although I am not sure they did the weight bearing tests that he had wanted them to do (hopefully the ones they did will suffice as I really wouldn't want to have to do it again). Anyway the pain in my hip went away (due to the freezing) but stayed in my knee, indicating that the arthritic pain I suffer from is coming from there.
I was hoping for the opposite as I do not want any more work done on my knees, but then again I really don't want this constant pain either!

So anyway I guess I wait for his call to see what if anything he wants to do next.